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Sugar-Free Hot Cocoa Mix

Hey guys & gals!  I hope everyone had a great weekend.  We have been having perfect Fall weather here for the past week or so, and I looooove it!  This is definitely my favorite time of year.  And tonight, Nick & I are going to a tasting for a wedding caterer we are considering!  :D  I cannot wait to taste the options the caterer has suggested so far.  Perfect way to start the week!

Today I have another (easy) recipe to share!  I hope you enjoy!  :)

When the cooler weather hits, I make hot cocoa several times a day week.  It’s just the perfect treat: Warm beverage & sweet dessert in one!  :)  Most of the store-bought cocoa mixes contain milk, but one excellent vegan one that I have found is by Penzeys Spices.  They offer Original & Mint flavors, and both are delicious.  They are also, however, fairly expensive & full of sugar.  Don’t get me wrong, that’s perfectly fine for indulging in a great treat like hot cocoa – but I made it my mission to find a healthier & less expensive homemade version.

After several attempts, my perfect recipe was born!  It’s creamy, easy, cheap (after you have the ingredients on hand, which will last you for many, many servings) – and most importantly, utterly delicious.  The dry mix can be stored tightly covered in the pantry & used whenever the cocoa mood strikes.  This also makes a great gift when packaged in pretty individual jars with serving instructions attached!

This recipe was inspired by Alton Brown’s; I made it vegan & replaced the sugar with stevia.  I also added cinnamon because I love it.  As always, feel free to play around with the spices to suit your tastes!

If you can’t find (or don’t want to buy) the stevia, you can replace it with 1 cup sifted powdered sugar – or just sweeten each individual mug to taste with liquid stevia, agave nectar, maple syrup, etc.

Ingredients:

  • 1¼ cups soy or rice milk powder (Better Than Milk brand is by far the best, in my opinion)
  • ½ cup cocoa
  • 1 tsp cornstarch or arrowroot
  • ¾ tsp NuNaturals pure white stevia extract (other brands of powdered stevia may work, but this is my favorite)
  • ½ tsp sea salt
  • ¼ tsp cinnamon
  • Tiiiiniest pinch of cayenne powder (can be omitted if making for children, but it doesn’t make the cocoa taste “spicy”; it just adds a nice depth of flavor)

Directions:

Whisk together all ingredients in a container with a tight-fitting lid.  That’s it!  :)  Will keep in the pantry indefinitely (but I doubt it will last very long).  ;)

For each serving, add 3 Tbsp dry mix to a mug & stir in boiling water or warm nondairy milk.  (Oftentimes I do half water/half vanilla almond milk.)  Top with vegan whipped cream or vegan marshmallows & enjoy!

This mix also makes for wonderful mochas.  Simply use 2-3 Tbsp (to taste) dry mix, topped with strong coffee or espresso & warm milk.

Yield: About 10 servings (the recipe can easily be doubled, tripled, quadrupled)

Cheers!

Have I ever mentioned that my CrockPot is my best kitchen friend?

My mom gifted me with one a few years ago & it was one of those things where at first I was thinking, “What the hell is a vegan going to do with a CrockPot?”  I had always associated slow cookers with pot roasts, BBQ, chicken stews, and other meaty dishes.  But then once I started using it, I fell in love & now I use it ALL THE TIME.  It is seriously the best invention ever; what is cooler than tossing in a bunch of ingredients, pressing a button, leaving for work, then coming home to a delicious dinner?  (Answer: Nothing.)

This really isn’t a sales pitch for slow cookers ;) .  It is just an (unsponsored, unsolicited) ode to one of my favorite kitchen appliances; I just love it, especially when the comfy cozy weather of autumn rolls around.  And as for what a vegan can cook in the ol’ CrockPot?  Well, for starters:

And…  Chickpea Wild Rice Soup!  (Recipe below, and adapted from here.)  This is my new favorite meal & I already know that I will be making it a lot over the coming months.  I even have local wild rice to use up from our trip to Duluth earlier this year!

Ingredients:

  • 1 large onion, chopped
  • 2 carrots, sliced
  • 2 stalks of celery (leaves included – they’re great for flavor), sliced
  • 8 ounces fresh mushrooms, sliced (approx 2 cups)
  • 4 garlic cloves, minced
  • ¼ cup fresh parsley, chopped
  • 1 cup wild rice, dry/uncooked
  • ¾ cup flour
  • 2 Tbsp nutritional yeast
  • 2 tsp dry rubbed sage
  • 1 tsp dried thyme
  • ½ tsp mustard powder
  • ½ tsp curry powder
  • Lots of fresh black pepper
  • 8 cups broth (I use 8 cups water + 3 not-chick’n bouillon cubes)
  • 2 Tbsp Earth Balance nondairy butter (can be omitted but adds a nice richness)
  • 2 generous cups cooked chickpeas
  • ½ cup slivered almonds
  • 1-2 cups unsweetened nondairy milk

Directions:

Add all ingredients, except nondairy milk, to slow cooker.  Cover & cook on LOW for 8-10 hours.  About 30 minutes before serving, stir in milk & let warm through.  (Depending on how much water has soaked into the rice & evaporated during cooking, you will have to add the amount of milk you like for desired soupiness.)

Taste for seasoning, and add salt & pepper as desired.  Garnish with fresh parsley & serve with your favorite crusty bread.

Yield: 6-8 servings (leftovers freeze very well)

Rosemary Scalloped Potatoes

Hi everyone!  Happy Wednesday.

Thank you for all the feedback on Monday’s post!  It was really helpful to hear what you guys like when you read blogs.  The consensus was pretty much to keep doing what I’m doing, and that you all enjoy reading blogs with an “a little of this, a little of that” feel.  I like that, too!  :)  You also gave me some great ideas for future posts.  Now the question is, when will I learn to trust my gut & just go with what I enjoy, instead of questioning myself?  ;)

Enough of that.  Now, onto the FOOD.

Growing up, I l.o.v.e.d. scalloped potatoes.  I don’t mean gourmet fancy schmancy Martha Stewart scalloped potatoes.  No, I mean the Betty Crocker stuff from a box.  When these were on the menu for the evening, I was the kid who would skip the main course so I could leave room for four (okay, five) helpings of these frankenfood potatoes.  Frankenfoody, cheesy, creamy, delicious potatoes.

Since going vegan, I have found a few recipes for dairy-free scalloped potatoes in various cookbooks, but to be honest, I have never been happy with the results.  So what is a potato-loving girl to do?!  Recreate them to my satisfaction, of course!  These are definitely more “gourmet” than my beloved potatoes-from-a-box, in that they’re made from scratch & comprised of whole foods with totally recognizable/pronounceable ingredients – but that doesn’t mean they’re difficult.  And the effort is worth it, if I do say so myself!

Ingredients:

  • 4 potatoes, about 2 lbs (red, yukon gold, russet, etc. – or a mixture)
  • 2 cups unsweetened nondairy milk
  • 4 Tbsp arrowroot or cornstarch
  • 2 Tbsp Earth Balance nondairy butter (my favorite variety is the soy-free)
  • 2 Tbsp nutritional yeast
  • 2 tsp garlic powder
  • 2 tsp onion powder
  • 2 tsp dried rosemary (or 1 generous Tbsp of fresh)
  • ½ tsp sea salt
  • Lots of fresh black pepper
  • ½ cup vegan cheese of choice, shredded (optional, I use Daiya mozzarella or cheddar)

Directions:

Preheat oven to 400°F.  Grease a medium sized casserole dish; 8”x8” works well, as does my 12”x9”.  Use whatever you have!

Slice the potatoes as thin as you can (about ⅛”).  If you have a mandoline, now is a great time to use it; I just use a knife.

Whisk together the nondairy milk & arrowroot/cornstarch.  I find the best way to avoid lumps is to put the arrowroot in the bottom of a measuring cup, pour in just a splash (about 2 Tbsp) of milk, then whisk to form a smooth paste.  Then pour in the rest of the milk, and it’s clump-free!  Pour into a medium saucepan, add the Earth Balance, and heat over medium until the mixture starts to bubble & thicken, which will take just a few minutes.  Whisk often.  When it’s ready, it will have the consistency of a creamy soup or gravy.

Once the mixture has thickened, turn off the heat and whisk in the nutritional yeast, garlic & onion powders, rosemary, salt, and pepper.  Taste for seasoning & adjust as necessary.

Coat the bottom of your casserole dish with a thin layer of the sauce.  Now arrange a layer of the potatoes in an overlapping fashion.  Add another layer on top of that, then another layer (for a total of three layers so far).  Pour about one cup of the sauce over the top.  Repeat with the remaining potatoes.  Depending on the size of your dish, it should be about three more layers (for a total of six).  Pour the remainder of the sauce over the top, and sprinkle with cheese (if using).

Bake for 45-60 minutes, until the top is bubbling & the potatoes are cooked through.  I like to put the broiler on high for the last several minutes to brown up the cheese, but remember to keep a careful eye on it if you do this!  :)

After removing from oven, sprinkle extra rosemary over the top.  Allow to cool for 5 or so minutes before serving.  Enjoy!

Yield: 6 servings

Hi everyone!

First of all, I owe each & every one of you a big fat THANK YOU for all the congrats & well wishes regarding my last post.  Being engaged is pretty fun!  ;)  Thanks for being so sweet!

Second of all, I wanted to address my hiatus.  Well, it wasn’t so much a “hiatus” as it was an “I’m feeling uninspired so I don’t feel like blogging” unofficial leave of absence.  I have been thinking a lot about this blog & the direction I want to steer it in.  I love writing here & interacting with all of you, but I often ask myself,
“What do I have to offer the blogging world?”  I’m not saying that in a Debbie Downer waaa waaaa way so you’ll all be like “OMG I love your blog!  It’s the best ever!  Never change!” – I mean it in an introspective way like, “What unique things do I have to contribute & what do I want to write about that will help/amuse/[fill-in-the-blank] readers?”  The truth is, there are SO MANY amazing blogs out there.  I have never been a competitive person, and my goal is not to have huge readership numbers, nor is it to make money from this blog, nor am I looking for a book deal.  (*ahem*  Not that I would turn that down.  Iamjustsaying.)  This blog isn’t my job, and I don’t want it to be.  Instead, this blog is something I do as a creative outlet, so when I am feeling very un-creative, it’s hard to write.  Right?

So, I have been thinking about the purpose of this blog.  I started it almost two years (!!!) ago in part to share vegan recipes & cooking tips with people who are interested in that sort of thing.  But also, almost more importantly, I wanted to be an “ambassador” (for lack of a better word) for veganism.  I know the stereotypes that are associated with the term vegan; hell, I used to buy into a lot of those stereotypes (*cringe*).  I wanted to be one more person out there just doin’ my thang & showing people who stumbled upon this site what “vegan” means to me.

Then as the blog evolved, I feel like I sort of lost my way a little bit & started putting pressure on myself to fit into a category.  So many bloggers seem to so easily find their niche being a “healthy lifestyle blogger,” a “mommy blogger,” a “fashion blogger,” a “funny blogger,” a “recipe blogger,” and so on.  I love blogs from each & every one of these categories – but I don’t fit into any one of them.  Ultimately, I don’t think I need to be any ONE thing, though at the same time, I want my blog to have a purpose, maybe even a goal, and I don’t want it to be scattered & all over the place.  You know?

So I’ve had all these thoughts jumbled up in my head, and I’ve been trying to make sense of them, and then recently I stumbled upon this blog post by the hilarious & insightful Rachel Wilkerson.  The post is pretty short & I definitely recommend reading it – but basically, it talks about lifecasting vs. mindcasting.  Rachel explains that mindcasting is sharing ideas in the form of articles, recipes, commentary, and so on.  Lifecasting are those posts that feature snapshots of your life; dog pictures, food pictures, outfit pictures, a diary about your day, etc.  Personally, I enjoy reading posts of both types, and I think a balance of both is important – but I tend to appreciate mindcasting posts more & I really like learning from other bloggers.  And being inspired by other bloggers, as Rachel did for me with the post I linked to.

(For some reason, all this “cast” terminology is making me feel like I’m writing a blog post about Dungeons & Dragons & casting spells or something.  Lifecast!)

ANYWAY.

I now feel like I have a renewed excitement about blogging (!!), and I have some (hopefully) great ideas for future blog posts.  And now I ask you, fabulous readers, what would YOU like to see here?  Which types of posts here are your favorites?  Which don’t really interest you?  What would you like to see more of?  Etc etc etc.  I know I can’t please everyone & ultimately I just have to write what I want to write – but I love feedback (good & bad), so if anyone has any suggestions for posts you’ve been hoping to see, I’m all ears!  Or eyes, in this case.  (Har har.)

I hope you all had a great start to your week!

GUESS WHAT

Hi everyone!  Happy Monday!  :D

I have to apologize for my lack of posting lately.  The past couple weeks have been a whirlwind!  But I’m back to share some good news…

Nick & I are engaged!!!

Woot woot!  :)  We are both so happy & excited.

I came home from work on Friday to find Nick preparing a delicious dinner for us.  He packed everything up in a picnic basket, and we (along with Edith) went to the Rose Gardens by our apartment to enjoy the beautiful evening.  After eating & walking around for awhile, we packed up our picnic, and as we were about to leave, Nick asked me to marry him!  I don’t even remember exactly what he said because all I was thinking the whole time was, “OMGOMGOMGOMG, he’s proposing!  Holy crap.  OMGOMGOMG.”  ;)  But it was a very sweet, thoughtful proposal – and of course I said yes!  It was such an amazing, exciting night.

So of course I wanted to share the happy news with all my blog pals!  This definitely won’t be turning into a wedding blog or anything, but hopefully I will be able to share some tips for planning a vegan wedding as we go along…  We’ve hardly even begun to think about planning yet, though; right now, we’re just enjoying being engaged!

xo

Sunday Morning

Happy Sunday!

Earlier this week, my parents were given about 5 lbs of peaches fresh from Georgia.  How they acquired them is a pretty cute story: My parents have a big pear tree in their front yard.  Last Fall, a man knocked on their door & asked if he could take some.  They said yes, and he loaded up a couple boxes with ripe pears.  They didn’t see him again until a few days ago when he knocked on their door & gave them a huge crate of peaches.  He said he just got home from visiting Georgia & brought them back some delicious, local peaches to thank them for their pears last year.  So nice, huh?!

Of course, ripe peaches don’t last very long, so my parents gave me a bunch of them to use up before they go bad.  I am planning on freezing some for smoothies, and I am on the hunt for recipes to make use of them.  One recipe I have tried is this one for Mini Peach Galettes.  They are very rich & very delicious, and were perfect with coffee this morning!  I halved the recipe since they were just for Nick & me, and it yielded 6 cute, flaky, juicy galettes.  I have to work on my galette-forming technique since mine were fairly crumbly & not very pretty – but they tasted great!  I would like to try this galette recipe by Chef Chloe next.

I need more recipes to try over the next few days!  What are your favorite peach-based recipes?

Who makes soup when it’s 85 degrees outside?  Apparently I do!  I know a lot of people find the idea of eating soup during the summer to be unappealing, but it’s one of my favorite meals, so I can never go too long without making some…  Summer can’t stop me!

Earlier this week, I turned to one of my very favorite cookbooks for dinner inspiration: Vegan with a Vengeance by Isa Chandra Moskowitz.  As I’m sure I have mentioned before, this was the first vegan cookbook I ever bought, so it’s near & dear to my heart.  And just when I thought I had made nearly every recipe contained within (most of them many, many times), I noticed one I hadn’t prepared before: White Bean & Roasted Garlic Soup.  I just happened to have all the ingredients on hand, including a big batch of white beans that needed to be used up!

I don’t typically publish recipes on my blog that are from cookbooks because it’s not fair to the authors to give their recipes away for free – but this recipe in particular is available all over the internet, so I figured it’s okay for me to post my modified version for you guys & gals to try.  (Honestly, though, if you don’t own this cookbook, I highly recommend it!  It’s the best.)  Isa’s recipe was definitely the inspiration for this soup, but I changed it up quite a bit.  It turned out to be the best soup I have EVER had.  Ever.  And while the directions might look a little more involved than some other soups due to the time needed to roast the garlic, once that step is done, the soup comes together in less than a half hour!  Couldn’t be easier.

Note: Don’t be afraid of the two bulbs of garlic!  Yes, you read that right: Two bulbs, not two cloves.  But the garlic bulbs are roasted, which really mellows the flavor & yields a delicious, creamy result.  If you have never tried it before, prepare to fall in love!

Ingredients:

  • 2 bulbs garlic
  • 2 Tbsp olive oil, divided
  • 1 medium or large yellow onion, chopped
  • 1 Tbsp fresh rosemary, minced
  • 1 tsp fennel seeds, crushed
  • 1 bay leaf
  • 4 cups water + 2 vegan bouillon cubes
  • 3 cups cooked white beans (Great Northern or cannellini) – If canned, be sure to drain & rinse
  • ¼ cup nutritional yeast flakes
  • 2 cups kale leaves, removed from stems & chopped (about ½ of a bunch)
  • 1 carrot, grated
  • Salt & pepper to taste

Directions:

First, roast the garlic.  To do that, preheat oven to 350ºF.  Peel as much of the papery skin as possible away from each garlic bulb.  Set the bulbs on a piece of tinfoil, and drizzle with 1 Tbsp olive oil.  Wrap the bulbs up in the foil, and roast for 40-60 minutes, until the garlic cloves are soft & light brown in color.  Allow to cool for about 10 minutes before handling, then squeeze out each clove (it should be very easy to do).  Set aside.

Now heat the other Tbsp of olive oil in a large pot over medium-high heat.  Add the onion & saute for 5 minutes.  Add the rosemary, fennel seeds, and bay leaf, and saute for 2-3 minutes more, until fragrant.

Add the water, bouillon, beans, nutritional yeast, and garlic pulp.  Increase heat to high & bring to a boil.  Once boiling, lower heat a bit & simmer for 10 minutes.  Remove the bay leaf.  Using an immersion blender, puree as much (or as little) of the soup as you want.  Personally, I like to leave a lot of whole beans, so I puree for only about 10-15 seconds.  Find the texture that you like!  (If you don’t have an immersion blender, transfer half of the soup to a food processor or blender to puree that way.)

Now stir in the chopped kale & grated carrot.  The kale should wilt in less than a minute, and once it does, your soup is ready!  Taste for flavor, and add as much black pepper as you like.  I don’t need additional salt, but depending on your bouillon cubes, you might.  Add if necessary.

Serve with a nice green salad & a slice of crusty bread.  Enjoy!

Yield: 4 large servings

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I also wanted to say thanks for all the congratulations on our new pooch, Edith!  She is such a gem.  She seems to be adjusting to her new life very well, aside from the fact that she is an extremely picky eater!  She actually needs to lose a bit of weight, so we’re not too concerned about her lack of appetite, but we need to find a way to get her on a consistent eating schedule…  She finally ate an entire bowl of food this morning, so I’m hoping we’re on the right track!

Earlier this week, we took Edith to her first Movie in the Park!  It was The American President, and she seemed to really like it.  ;)

Here she is in the car on the way there:

And getting ready for the movie to start:

Isn’t she just a doll?!  She was so cute at the movie; she just made herself comfortable on our blanket & sat there snuggling the entire time.

Have a wonderful day, everyone!!!

Introducing… Edith!

Okay, I think you might be asking yourself, “Has this turned into a dog blog?” since that seems to be all I’ve been posting about lately.  Well, I promise you, it is not becoming a blog dedicated solely to dogs; it’s just that my life seems to have been consumed by dog-related things for the past little while!  I know y’all understand.

But, speaking of canine companions…  ;)  I have very exciting news to share: Nick & I adopted a dog!  :)  We are so, so, so excited, and we are already completely in love with her.  As I mentioned in my last post, although we will always love & miss Mabel, we have a lot of love to give & plenty of room in our hearts for another furry family member.  So, after the worst of our grief over Mabel’s death had eased, we talked & decided that we were ready to add to our family once we found a dog we clicked with.  Then this little lady pranced her way into our lives & it just felt so right!  It happened a little sooner than we expected, but she is just so wonderful we couldn’t pass her up!

So without further ado…  Here is Edith!

She actually smiles a lot, but as soon as I take out my camera, she squints & scowls at me!

'Sup?

Edith is a 3 or 4 year old long-haired chihuahua, and is the definition of “mellow.”  (What’s that, you say?  A chihuahua who is mellow?  Yes, it’s true!  We have had her since last Thursday & we have yet to even hear her bark.)  We spent about a day trying to come up with the perfect name for her, and eventually decided on Edith.  It totally suits her!  She was removed from a hoarding situation with 15-20 other dogs, and a great local rescue organization treated her for lice & a double ear infection, and gave her a much-needed dental clean-up (during which she lost 11 rotten teeth, but she still has enough to chomp food!).  After she got the proper medical care, she was placed in a foster home, and now she’s with us in her furever home.  (Get it?  Fur-ever?  Har har.  Sorry.)  Edith is a complete & total lovebug.  She has already brought so much joy to our lives & it feels so amazing to give a great home to such a deserving dog.  We feel so lucky to have found her & we are loving getting to know her!

I am sure Edith will make appearances here occasionally, but I promise to be back with more “domestic” and “vegan”-related adventures soon.  ;)  In fact, I am currently working on perfecting a Pumpkin Molasses Oat dog biscuit recipe that I can’t wait to share!

xx

Thank you!

Hi everyone!  It’s been a couple weeks since I posted, so I wanted to check in to say hello & let you know that I’m still alive.  I also wanted to say thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for all of your kind words in response to my last post (about Mabel’s passing).  Your comments really mean so much to me, and they brought me a lot of comfort when my heart was breaking.  So again, thank you, thank you, thank you!

Nick & I are doing pretty well (all things considered).  We are still missing Mabel, of course, and I know we always will – but with time, the pain of losing her is starting to ease.  When I think of Mabel now, it brings a smile to my face instead of tears to my eyes.  Grief is a funny thing.  Not “funny ha ha,” obviously – but “funny weird.”  The day Mabel died, as well as for several days after, I could feel a physical weight on my chest; it truly felt like my heart was broken.  I couldn’t even think about Mabel without bursting into tears.  I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep, and it seemed like every little thing made me sad.  I couldn’t imagine a day where I would feel happy again.  (That probably sounds dramatic, but it’s true!)  During those first few days without her, I said to Nick & my family several times, “I will never be able to love another dog again!” – and I meant it.  I truly believed that I would never be able to open my heart to another dog because Mabel was just too special to me.  Additionally, I felt like if we ever did get another dog, it would somehow be a betrayal to Mabel, like we were replacing her.  But now, even less than two weeks later, I am realizing that although we could never replace Mabel (and we would never want to!), one day we will be able to open our hearts & home to another dog.  There are so many dogs that need good homes, and we have so much love to give.  Mabel will forever hold a special place in our hearts & we will remember her always, but I know that she would want us to love again (even though she was the jealous type! ;) ).  So although we’re not adopting a dog tomorrow or anything, it feels good to know that someday, maybe sooner than we think, we will love & be loved again – without forgetting Mabel, of course.

Something that helped me get through the darkest days of my grieving process was a book called Saying Goodbye to Your Angel Animals by Allen & Linda Anderson.  I know it’s kind of a nerdy title, but the book is really great – and it is for people of any (or no) religion.  I checked it out from my local library & read it in an afternoon, and I have referred back to several sections throughout the past couple weeks.  I wholeheartedly recommend it to anyone who is dealing with the loss of a beloved companion animal!

Another thing that has helped is not putting pressure on myself to “move on” in any certain timeframe.  Mabel’s harness & leash are still hanging on the hook by our front door like they always have, we still have her little bed in our living room, and although we have swept the rest of the apartment, we haven’t cleaned up the crumbs by her food dish.  We’re just not there yet.  I am sure that for some people, packing that stuff up immediately after their dog’s death would be therapeutic & crucial to their own healing process – but for us, we’re not ready.  And that’s okay!  We are listening to our hearts & doing what makes us feel best – and I have to say, it’s really helping.  I am honestly shocked by how quickly my heart is healing.  During those first few days, it didn’t feel like the pain would ever go away.  Now, some days are certainly better than others, and our sadness comes & goes – but overall, I am concentrating on all my happy memories with Mabel & I’m trying not to wallow in the sadness.  I know she would want it that way!

Lastly, my friend Ryan of the Midwest Vegan Radio podcast did a little tribute to Mabel in the beginning of last week’s episode (episode 8).  It’s very sweet, so head on over to have a listen!  :)

So there’s my lil’ update.  Thank you again (and again & again!) for all your sweet words & for keeping us in your thoughts.  I’ll be back soon with some yummy food & happier chatter!  :)

xoxo

Goodbye, Little One

Hi, friends.  I have very sad news to share.  This is a post I have been dreading writing because I feel like once it’s in print, it’s actually real.

Our sweet, beloved Mabel died unexpectedly yesterday morning.

We are not entirely sure what happened, but our best guess is that she had a stroke or aneurysm.  It brings me some sense of relief to know that she didn’t (seem to) suffer, and I’m certainly glad she didn’t have a long, drawn out illness – but of course we are left with a Mabel-shaped hole in our hearts.  To be honest, I don’t think I have ever cried so much in my life as I have over the past 36 hours.  We are just gutted.

Her passing has left me completely heartbroken, but I keep reminding myself that I am so incredibly fortunate to have had her in my life for 5 1/2 beautiful years.  She had a sassy attitude & an admirable zest for life, and I learned so much about unconditional love from her.  From the very first instant I laid eyes on her (at an adoption event held by a local chapter of the Humane Society), I knew we were meant for each other.  That might sound corny, but it’s absolutely true.

Mabel & I had a special bond from that very first day I took her home, and it only strengthened over time.  I had Mabel for about a year & a half before Nick and I got together, and they bonded super quickly.  It was evident how fiercely she loved him, and he loved her more than words can describe.

I wish we would have had more time together, but honestly, all the time in the world wouldn’t have been enough.  Mabel was the light of my life, and everyone who met her loved her.  She was amazing, and I told her every single day how lucky I was to be her mom.  I definitely don’t have any regrets about how much affection she was given or how much love she was showered with – and for that, I am very grateful.  She certainly knew how much we adored her.

Mabel was such a special girl & she will be remembered always.  I am so, so lucky to have found her, and she absolutely changed my life in amazing ways.  We are so fortunate for the time we had with her, even if it was cut short.

My family is going through a really tough time right now, so please keep us in your thoughts.  My brother adopted a wonderful, beautiful dog he named Stella one week before I adopted Mabel – and in a cruel twist of irony, Stella died last week of kidney failure, which ended up being one week before we lost Mabel.  So strange & sad.  :(

We love you, Mabel.  You will forever hold a special place in our hearts, and we will never, ever forget you.

xo

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